Do you know what it is to trust an individual without asking anything in return? Probably not, however I've been lucky to encounter such a feeling. To trust unconditionally is a feeling to unexplainable that sometimes I don't even understand the why? Strange enough it's from an unlikely former acquaintance. His name is censored for reasons that are irrelevant to this. He likes to be called Dizzy, so that shall be his alias.
Younger than me, I have found a person who's words I trust with no vindication. Too many times have words fallen short for me. However his words remain true and he does not truly know the extent of my appreciation of this. The first time my heart and brain agree that his not lying and that it’s okay to let him in. Since I do not believe words that escape voice boxes. Because people aren't reliable enough to tell the truth. Confusion arises from words spoken in falsehood or deceitful intentions. I don't have to worry about this from him. Maybe that's why our relationship is so easy going.
A former ex wanna be boyfriend. Yes we've exchanged salvia (meaning we've kissed). However things did not work out in that department because of me. But I found a better place for him in my life than that of another boyfriend who would leave. I named him my best friend November 2, 2008. I share with him everything I can think of in the moment. I'm not afraid to be with him, or let him in. The first I've said I love you to. I have given him my heart, because his worthy of it. Unknowingly he takes care of my heart, the guardian of my most prized possession. I trust him so much in giving him what other guys wished could know or feel. I love him dearly and only wish him the best. We've been through alot together that the bonds we created before are covered by these of true friendship. Although I may not see him as often as I'd like, I don't mind the distance because his with me always in heart and mind.
I will always remember you and love you fondly<3
Younger than me, I have found a person who's words I trust with no vindication. Too many times have words fallen short for me. However his words remain true and he does not truly know the extent of my appreciation of this. The first time my heart and brain agree that his not lying and that it’s okay to let him in. Since I do not believe words that escape voice boxes. Because people aren't reliable enough to tell the truth. Confusion arises from words spoken in falsehood or deceitful intentions. I don't have to worry about this from him. Maybe that's why our relationship is so easy going.
A former ex wanna be boyfriend. Yes we've exchanged salvia (meaning we've kissed). However things did not work out in that department because of me. But I found a better place for him in my life than that of another boyfriend who would leave. I named him my best friend November 2, 2008. I share with him everything I can think of in the moment. I'm not afraid to be with him, or let him in. The first I've said I love you to. I have given him my heart, because his worthy of it. Unknowingly he takes care of my heart, the guardian of my most prized possession. I trust him so much in giving him what other guys wished could know or feel. I love him dearly and only wish him the best. We've been through alot together that the bonds we created before are covered by these of true friendship. Although I may not see him as often as I'd like, I don't mind the distance because his with me always in heart and mind.
I will always remember you and love you fondly<3
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