A Hollywood Romance

You and I are staring in a low budget film
An A class actress starting with a rookie in this game
Your experience doesn't gain you access to me
But yet you still got the part in this play
Seems you blinded the director with your witty charm & remarks
But you see I've dealt with your type before
This is just another run around the same base in which my common sense knows all to well
And now we're the leading roles in a reality show that has gone all wrong
The director has played match maker and now
We end up together, so now we're faking romance scenes
Hollywood has poisoned your idea of love, and you confused it with lust
You think just case we share hot scenes on set will change what we are to each other
Don't confuse this movie with real life
Cause in reality we're not anything to each other
We go our seperate ways in the end of the day like any other
I don't even know your last name and you want to give me yours
The rookie who belongs to everyone
While I'm the cynical one who's trying to investigate the outer limits of herself
To see if a certain individual exists that can offer some type of attraction that will show me what I've missed
While your the lover of all
Got girls chasing you before you were even born
Shit I'll admit you can retain my attention
But between that moment it only took a second to make me realize
What game you play
And even though I've been down that monopoly road
And I thought to myself, FUCK IT I've been there before so
I took the dice and declared it was my turn
So I rolled something lucky
And ended up with you
The one who claims love after touch
You see your still young for me,
And although the forehead kisses and back alley kissing
Were good, cause I've never had those before
The first to show me some real hollywood romance
But it was just to hollywood for me
And yet I couldn't leave
Until the actors in us got the best of us in this game we were playing
Cause your known to play victim while I'm the bad guy
When we know I don't have the heart for it but I do have the skill doesn't mean I will
But your ego kept deceiving you
You know we only did what each other deserved
Being a victim at this point of the game
Wasn't smart love cause that just proves how I got to you
You won't' find me being a victim cause then that means you hurt me
And that's not the case
I never got attached
You see my heart is made of steel
And sure Its been knocked on several times
And some of those knocks knocked me out for a while
But not enough to leave a bent or mark
And your no different darling
You think you star in this
When in fact your just a temp
While I search for my leading role
Cause your not that material for me
And as much as I may care, I know better
Than to be deceived by that crooked smile that captured me at first
Plus I think the other girls that roam you left to right
Should have their turn with you
Cause I had my fun and it was worth it for a while
But time was something we didn't have for each other
No scratch that, time is what you didn't have for me
Cause there was no us
We never established a relationship, it was all a hollywood romance
Just a boy I called my friend in the end of the day
Who I occasionally hit it off as lovers
But anything more was out of the question
And even though I wouldn't mind exchanging kisses under sheets
I want something more than that of the physical
You were not enough for me in that department anyways
You couldn't reach inside me
You couldn't stay along beside me
You didn't remain
And I didn't like you that way
I stayed cause of obligation and need
Those two things should never be combine
And that was what happened
I got caught in between those two
- Palaguachi

Not directed to anyone. I just liked the Hollywood theme.